I’m really dreading going back to work. I’m unmotivated to finish anything work related. I’m having nightmares about work. I don’t want people just showing up and disrupting and criticizing and in general make me feel like I’m failing. I feel like I’m drowning as it is 90% of the time. 61 days until I can look for a job that doesn’t involve taking everything home. I want a job where i can leave work at work. I just don’t have the motivation to work without getting paid.