W.D. to me, OtherJ, J2 show details Feb 18 (5 days ago)
…’cause I’m a total geek. But it’s good stuff.
“If there’s no great glorious end to all this, if nothing we do matters … then all that matters is what we do. ‘Cause that’s all there is. What we do. Now. Today. I fought for so long, for redemption, for a reward, and finally just to beat the other guy. Because, if there’s no bigger meaning, then the smallest act of kindness is the greatest thing in the world.” — Angel, “Epiphanies”
I’ve been thinking about who i wanted to be 5 years ago and I realized that I’m so much better than I wanted to end up. I’m so much stronger than I was then. And I want to thank you for making me realize that I am that strong. You didn’t make me this way, but you’ve never stopped me from doing anything from being upset for a little while and letting me work it out. Even if you are trying to cheer me up, it is with reminding me about reality rather then blowing hot air in my ear. I was depressed… always… and even though I’m annoyed with my jobless/part time situation… I never feel alone or empty. I never feel like I’m the only one putting in an effort. I’m part of something. I love you.
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