Season 3 episode 19

“It never snows in sunny (maybe southern) California.”

“It did once.”

Reference to Buffy the Vampire slayer Season 3 Episode 10; where he got to spend a whole real day with buffy after deciding he wasn’t worth it and just burning away in the sun… That never came.

Day 4 – today on the hottest day of our stay, I went on a hike. Alone. I’m probably mid day through. Sitting at a small plaque for aboriginal soldiers lost in war. Until now I’ve seen only a handful of people and one bird. But as I get close to the war memorial at the bottom of the trial, the sound of people is increasing. The good thing is they are heading the opposite direction.

Being as it is the hottest day of our stay here I definitely ubered to the top to hike down instead if starting at the bottom and going up and back. Good thing too because I forgot my bottle in my room.

I also finished Ali Wong’s Dear Girls, which has an afterward by her husband. Both the book and the afterward gave me feelings. So I’m sitting here, at this memorial, trying to quietly make sense of my thoughts. So far it’s not working.

I wear this when I need a little extra love or when I’m thinking of you. Or when I’m happy and want to send my love out into the world.

My heart is full

But also broken

I feel for you my cecrta